Well, looks like I'm hell-bound

I kept telling myself yesterday: "write in blog, write in blog", and of course I totally meant to. But then I thought... you know I could play a little City of Villains... just for a half hour, or maybe just an hour.

I think the actual time came in closer to 6 of those earth hours.

And I realize I should not have admitted to that.

The last lengthy game session I remember (besides recent time with City Of Villains), was some kind of sick and twisted 5AM 13 hour marathon for Jade Empire. An action RPG set in the orient with kung-fuing? To me, it makes total sense.

I have this urge to put out some kind of creative output, but I just don't know what. I've been reading and paying attention to everything I possibly can, convincing myself that i am some worm creature holed up in his caccoon, waiting to spring forth as some beautiful literary butterfly... maybe not of the Hemingway genus, but a beautiful creature none the less. However, I realize there is a chance that this little kid known as life decided to do a little science experiment and cut me wriggling from my coccoon.. and now I crawl the earth, potential never to be realized.

that all made sense in my head.

I have not hid my love of all things geek, and that includes comics. The ultimate end of my creativity would be a successful comic series. However, now a days, comic writing has been taken over by celebrities. NY Times famous author Brad meltzet for one. The guy who created Lost is another. To get to comics... which with all the famous movies and everything STILL remains a niche market... i mean how many of you are having troubles keeping current timeline Marvel and ultimate Universe Marvel straight in your head? yeah, I thought so.
Still I have to do something ELSE to get into comics? That's just weird and I won't do it. I will get off the couch one day and do it. directly. and fail miserably. but I will do it. mark my words.

and I know that most comic creators can draw. and that's not a strong point for me. Considering I draw a stick figure and people need a minute to figure out it is in fact a man shaped bunch of sticks, I'm not looking to improve any time soon.

Anyway, a day full of food shopping at the Italian Market and doing laundry awaits. These weekends are just crazee.