This one is for me

Frustration, sadness, bleak futuristic outlook.... I am exceptionally moody right now, and need to kick my ass and take charge. i need a light to find my way out of this tunnel, a ladder to climb out of the hole I have fallen into.

This, then, is a start? Long after I have abandoned and been abandoned, like a phoenix I arise with furious vigor.

Stationary is a mindset that is no longer tolerable.