Tension has passed...
Well, the trouble with the landlord selling our residence from under us still exists, but I am MUCh less cranky today. Maybe it helps that I drained two beers at noon? No, I doubt it...
I worry about my stress levels as of late, as I seem to become very tense and tightly-wound at the drop of a pin. I've often had a temper, but it has never been as bad as it is right now. I guess everything is finally getting to me, maybe this is me growing up - you know, actually caring about stuff. The only thing good (?) about my temprement is that I can usually let it all slip away once the tension has passed, but again, lately I have been having more trouble doing so. I've even found myself comtemplating smoking pot, but the memories of dimmness that still remain from high school and late teens keeps me from it. I appreciate that many people have a recreational drug habit, and that they can continue to function their normal lives, but it's just not for me. I'm paranoied enough so as it is, and I don't need any of that to compound the paranoia. Plus, I really do feel stupid two days later. It always happens. ANd my brain and me, we're friends, see.
So anyway, the REAL reason for this post was just to keep the ball rolling, just keep writing at a normal interval. So let's see, currently reading: Chronicles of Narnia. Currently listening to: Dusty in Memphis.Currently lusting after: PSP, Next George R.R. Martin book, and the coldplay and White Stripes albums.


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